Biography

My name is ♥CHERYLL(: I am attending SSIS(: with all my besties. :D I like music, designing and shopping. My most random act was to sit myself on the floor of S2 Pearl and laugh like xiao, also to laugh without sound at all. :DD I press the dislike button for insects, blood, blackouts and expensive clothes. && unmanicured fingers.:P this is about it. (: nth else. here's my blog; XD

Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

new notebook
new lipgloss
silky top
brush guards
kabuki brush
light denim jeans

Tagboard

Monday, January 31, 2011

true, i have been neglecting this blog. P:

Friday, January 7, 2011

finally over with my first week of SCHOOL!! :DD
which is also the first week of the NEW YEAR!! xDD
how exciting is that?? ^^

ok, maybe not that exciting, cos people don't seem to be jumping out of their seats when they hear the word S-C-H-O-O-L.. maybe because the holidays made them too fat to do so.. P: ehh.. i dont know.. (: lol.

so, i have made my new year's resolutions that i INTEND to not break, (well, at least for the next few weeks). :>

ahemm.. my resolutions.
-my bitch level must ALWAYS be kept at zero. (: (people say im not nice.. P: hint hint*)

-eat a lollipop every morning before school :D (it was my new year's resolution in 2009 but i ran out of lollipops and never got somemore :S)

-NEVER blow dry my hair anymore~! (my hair looks better when i don't blow dry it. (: for some strange reason.) unless in EMERGENCIES.

-blog on the oh-so-awesome S1 RUBY blog^^

-save up at least 2000rmb in my bank account then go spend it all:DD (now im one zero away from fulfilling my resolution C:)

-teach dally how to climb up the stairs and most IMPORTANTLY, dont 发脾气 when he keeps crying and going back down the stairs after a LONG time of persuading and 加油ing.. O:

-stop accepting people's friend requests if i don't know them.. P: i don't like stalkers, or creepy people. D: (btw, people i know by name dont count, ok??)

-don't use makeup on days when there is school.P: my imperfections shall not be hidden. ^^


so far.. i've only broken 1 of them, which is to not blow dry my hair, but... you cant blame me.. i woke up 10 mins late.. and also, one time i had COMPLETELY no hot water, waited 30mins, but still.. no.. D':


happy new year from me and my Olympus E-Pl1!!(:

♥CHERYLL(:

Sunday, December 26, 2010

hihi^^
finally back from hongkong!!~~ <3 i didnt really want to blog there cos i was so lazy with all the shopping and everything. P: hehe, plus, i didnt even finish the english homework i planned to do there. D: super lazy,

basically the daily routine is to wake up, get dress, have lunch ( i dont think i've had breakfast when i went for that 4 day trip.. ), then go blow off mom's cash on clothes, cosmetics and other useless junk that i just grabbed of random shelves at City Super. (not intentionally though.. but i was in need of shopping after not being able to, well at least not properly, for a MONTH!)xD

plus~~!! i finally got my NEW CAMERA! Olympus E-PL1~~ too badd, the E-P1 didnt come in the white color, or else i would've blown an extra 2000hkd on that. loll. (:

on the first day, i immediately went crazy,
i didnt have to wait for my shopping bug to warm up first..
it already did on the plane.. ~~ :DD

so, on the first day in hk, i had like 2 hands full from massive sized bags (: that's like my biggest dream ever^^, but maybe, really bad for mom.. P: *sorry*

for the second day, i was supposed to meet echinn.(: at like 12, cos she was coming to hk also.
but in the end, i spent the whole day at the stupid hotel room, cos quoting echinn.(: "sorry, my flight got delayed, (that was already like 2-plus) and it takes like 1 1/2 hours to get home and then i have to unpack, and by the time i am done its 5 and i have to eat dinner."

so, poor me got to spent 9 freaking hours in the hotel room D: waiting for mom to come back from Shenzhen.. :P and i cant possibly do some major shopping with only 500hkd in my wallet, not even hitting the triple 000 digits. ==

but, to make it up to me, mom was really nice that night and we walked around the whole Tsim Sa Tsui shopping. :DD yay!!~~ ♥♥ &&finally got back to the hotel room room with more bags to add to the collection. C: hmm..~

ok, too bad i didnt get left in the hotel room again, or else i would've "gained" more, P: but.. still, i got loadsss anyways.. ~~

hehe.(: sorry mom..^^

CHRISTMAS EVE!! xDD
just the same.. woke up and went shopping, AGAIN.(: not tired of it though.
but, this time was very funny, mom and i went to SASA, and shopped around for like cosmetics and skin-care stuff, which i immediately got mom to get me 2 L'oreal's true match blush. .^^.
so happy.

then, the funny bit comes, we went to the cashier, and paid for like all the stuff we bought. after we did that, the salesgirl asked mom if she was interested in getting a FREE makeover using the Cyber Colors cosmetics they had. (: obviously mom said ok, as she needed serious advice on how to put on makeup properly, which i was totally convinced she couldn't after i saw her SCRUBBING, yes i mean SCRUBBING her brows with the eyebrow comb that morning. loll.:DD

*da dumm* the make up artist came, and got like all of his makeup tools, so pro, and i instantly wished i had so many of them P:, then he started to wipe of the LAYERS (you know im not even joking here) of foundation and powder of mom's face, you should see how many cotton pads he used.. Dx gross..

then mom whispered to me, "heyy, you know arr, the makeup remover very good lehh, go and get one bottle for me.. " fine, i was in a good mood that morning so i went to get it.

After he moisturized mom's face (luckily she didn't get the lotion cos, IT WAS FRIGGING EXPENSIVE) then he started to apply the foundation on her. Then mom whispered again, " heyy, that brush very good you know, i think ar, when you put the foundation on, must use the brush one, go and get one for me."

sighhh, after all the times i TRIED to convince mom that the BRUSHES were basic necessities to applying makeup. (most of the time anyways, because you want to apply it properly and plus, wont get your hands dirty while putting foundation and other stuff on.) =="

When he was done with the foundation and the powder, i swear, mom looked like she dyed her face with powder the night before and then applied the leftovers on her face on that day. (: funny.~~ she looked like a cake with icing sugar on it. Seriously I can do better than that. P: but im nice, i didnt say anything. ^^

next, he went to work on mom's brows, and mom was like about to jump over the moon, but gravity stopped her, thank god, and she didnt even bother to whisper this time, "oi oi, Cheryl, go and get all the things he used on my eyebrows, WAAAAHHHH, so nice lehh..!!" and that included the
-eyebrow pencil
-eyebrow brush
-diffusing the brow color thingy brush (i dont know whats the name of that)

so i again, 乖乖 go and take the stuff she told me to, and i was like ==" inside.. but the story gets funnier.

then came the eyeshadow, he used one of those mini palettes they had with like 7 colors, he put on the black and mom expression was like o.o, next was the dark purple and mom was like o.O, finally he put the light purple on and mom's facial expression changed to O.O (you know, words on the keyboard cant even describe her face). so, being very smart, i immediately asked, "do you want me to take that for you?" and she HIT me!! D: then i self defense, i hit her back lorr.. "want to embarrass me is it?" she said. so the makeup artist laughed, but still i went to take the eyeshadow thing for her. :D (you see so nice right?)

the last thing she bought was i think the blush?? D: i forgot..

finally one last look in the mirror and we went to the cashier AGAIN.

so, moral of this funny story, FREE makeovers aren't really FREE. (:

after that, we went around looking for boots, and there was one store we went to, called Joy & Peace, and the salesgirl kept calling MY MOM, 妈妈。。 and i was like ehhh..??

"你看妈妈会不会喜欢那个”
“妈妈你觉得这个好看吗？”

I was trying so hard not to burst out laughing. :DDD ~~

so, i think thats about it to my holiday, uhm.. the last funny thing was that my mom was pointing to the banana on the table and said "heyy girl ar, can you pass me the aeroplane?"

i must copy deborah already. ~~

DIAO ==|||

so, thats all, i guess.(: this looonnggggg post is to make up for the those i could've posted but didnt. and like went MIA for a few months. xD

so, byebye!!~

♥CHERYLL(:

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I've tried, I've really tried..

I did everything I could, I wrote notes and emails, I try to make it up to you,
do you just want me to wait like an IDIOT and pretend like you not giving me an
answer is nothing?!

I thought you wanted to mend this, you said so yourself, but I am trying but why
aren't you as well??

Maybe to you it isn't what you are looking for, but still, at least I tried.

What about you? though I'm the one who screwed this thing up, shouldn't you be there to help as well? I thought you'd actually give me a chance at this, but after all this time, you just weren't.. and I have waited in vain.

Now, it's just much your problem then it is mine, so, I'm giving you one last chance, or else... I'm DONE.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

It snowed today...

Those white flakes that seem to cover everything on the ground.
then replaced with something people drew, a new story.

As I looked out of the window of class, how people were so happy that a present arrived early for chirstmas, a gift from god.

Oh how i wish life can be so simple, and all it takes is just white snow flakes.

But it takes more than that to mend this friendship.

sighhh...

♥CHERYLL(:

Monday, December 13, 2010

I thought....

my ways of handling things were beneficial to everyone.

that I can save everyone the gossip and the drama.

s3 would be a quiet and simple year, where no one is complaining about each other anymore.

I was wrong..

I know I may not be the nicest person in the world, and that I sometimes talk smack about people. But I feel guilt now, I feel this because I've hurt not only people, but myself.

I'm trying to be a better person everyday, and I'm trying to change my ways.

This is a lesson well learned, because I dont want it to happen again.

Repent.

♥CHERYLL(:

Sunday, December 12, 2010

The reason why i wanted to post again is that i need to vent this out.
I'm sick and tired of keeping this to myself and have everyone think im a cold heartless bitch.

Imagine if someone important to you thought you were a monster in disguise, a person constantly wearing a mask, only to reveal its oneself when no one is there to see it.

This friend of mine thought that way about me too.

And now, I think that there is some parts about me that I haven't disclosed, that this friend of mine hasn't seen.

on my messenger, for those of you who know me, I have recently said that "Sin: is what everyone does, but not everyone can see it." When someone is mad at you for a reason you are not clear of and in the midst of anger, this certain someone is refusing to let you know. In my personal situation, this friend of mine is aware of something I did wrong, but won't tell me exactly why. Now, looking back to what I've said to this friend, what I've did to this friend, even what I've talked to people about this friend, I feel that I see when I've done, to this friend and myself.

For this particular friend of mine, a lot of blissful memories are permanently stuck in my mind. And a lot of hurt that I have once did to this friend as well.

Somethings are better left unsaid, but I think I should in this case.

I have ever mentioned that I hate it when this friend is around, that the fun stops when this friend is in the picture. I've said that I can't stand it sometimes, and that I wish this friend would just go away. Though I've never said it to this friend's face, I'm sure this person is already aware of it and it is what made this friend see to a whole new side of me, or at least that what this friend thinks. But behind all this negative things that I've said, I'm actually trying to cover something that I want to forget, something that happened between us. Because I don't want to do the same thing and give hope and hurt again, that's why I chose to say all these things about this friend of mine.

I want my words to cover what I feel inside.

But then, this friend found out tonight.

For this friend of mine:
I know sorry doesn't mean anything, and that in your eyes you might think I'm a heartless monster behind a mask of everything that is fake. but I want to say that I don't mean anything I said, and that please understand that I want so badly for things to be covered up, in result I've neglected your feelings. I hope that I can take back what I've said and that you ARE one of the closest friends that has been through a lot with, and for me. But if this post is not what you are looking for, then all I can do now is say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to this friend of mine.

I guess, I have found what I did wrong, and that you are entitled to make me feel bad or in this case, something you can't seem to forgive me about.

Sorry.

♥CHERYLL